You grew jealous of my tatted teddy bear,
claiming that he dried more of my tears...
I lost him..
I need him...
These thoughts intrigue me, though I know they're...
Buried in the zenith of depression; searching for...
I miss that little angel face.
For in my arms, there's no better place...
I wish you were here right now,
perhaps you would be more able than I...
Cold, and bright
the white gem sparkles...
I believed that I was heartless
because I never let myself cry for you...
Im not the girl I use to be
So don't try to understand...
The incomprehension
for strength combined with illness...
The day you were born was the sweetest blessing...
Filling me with joy, pride, and unconditional love...
From that moment on I knew
That I already loved you...
I have a date with death
let all ears remain deaf...