*lowercase intended!*
i don't know how to tell you...
If I don't look back,
I can't watch myself painfully ignoring the plans...
For the millionth time already,
I find myself wishing I could rub out my mistakes...
The need to be free is like trying to chase the...
It is impossible for me to forget you...
Looking inside your eyes,
I should have seen the hurricane of danger...
I rummage through all of the crumpled and torn...
I can only apologise profusely
because I am who I am...
I wanted you so much,
but you were never around...
Was it all a part of our plan
to break me down so much...
Everywhere I look around,
memories of you grind me to the ground...
I can't believe that a love which felt so strong,
so alive like nothing else matters...
I am trying to make my insecurities
disappear from my eyes every time you look at me...