I am glad the thoughts inside my mind
are mine and mine alone...
Memories I want to forget keep surfacing
Were they real, or just figments of a bad dream...
Lies come so easily to you
The truth is alien to you...
All the phone calls,
all the texts...
It hurts like hell to know that you are not around...
to calm these screaming fears...
You still owe me a reason
for leaving me alone to cry...
If I told you the darkest pain that lingers in my...
would you be able to comfort me the way you used...
Sometimes I let my make-up hide
what I desperately want to cry out...
I can hear the loneliness
creeping up on me...
I have nothing to hide these insecurities any...
nothing to hide the fact that I still hate you...
You can look somewhere else
for permission to return...
I'm stuck here trusting no one,
since trust has all been taken from me...