I just wanted to make you proud,
but thinking back on it...
I never judged you,
but now I see you didn't do the same with me...
I thought you would try to never judge me
if you really loved me like you said...
Reveries are too sad to hide beneath your skies,
melancholies are too fragile to hear your cries...
There's no words that can describe
The level of betrayal that's been conceived...
In the darkness of that one desperate moment,
many years ago...
After all this time of talking without speaking,
the distance between us is growing like cancer...
I apologise if I act a little cold sometimes,
but I am remaining cautiously guarded...
I remember going back to your house for the first...
I was terrified and shaking...
I'm shutting down,
becoming numb...
It feels like we haven't spoken for years,
as I am hopelessly trying to believe...
Do you remember the first time my tiny hand
wrapped around your finger...