The fact that I don't matter to you
makes me hurt inside...
One kiss was all it took,
and I came crawling back to you...
I ponder of age, I ponder of ways to wave goodbye...
So I will take a breath and step away and one day...
If I died, would you cry,
would you even notice it at all...
It's like turning off the hot shower
just when its warmth has bribed my skin...
If you weren't using me then tell me what I missed...
And you will go to him but think of me and be that...
It's a shame you'll never know what you don't...
Personally, I will never know, nor comprehend, why...
My life is ruined without you, everyday I got to...
Plans do change,
People get strange...
Oh you petty man
Don't you understand...
I imagine, vacant eyes,
the cold of the walls...
Tentatively reaching out,
just a simple brush of skin...