I spent years locked up
For something I couldn't control...
Darkness
Everywhere...
It hurts
It hurts so unbearably much...
I'm so tired
I have so many things to do tomorrow...
My hands are bound
My eyes are covered...
They're screaming so much
And it's because of me...
I've found out why I have few friends,
why phones lay quiet in my hands...
I am a child of darkness
pain resides within...
My withered hands bare cracks
of smiles gone unnoticed, circles...
Close your eyes
Calm your breath...
Frazzled by the hurt and the pain
Sometimes I wonder who it is to blame...
My life is like cancer
It happened with no explanation...