I lay in my bed
Full of dismay...
Its difficult laying in bed.
Remembering his hands around my body...
She is a lost soul,
searching for love...
Yielding to everything you see, I begin
Oozing hatred and condemnation...
My soul is so tired,
(So weak...
Surrounded in good company, I still feel so alone
Bathed in golden sunshine, in these eyes no light...
These walls are big, these walls are strong,
These walls have kept people out for far too long...
You clawed away at my masks
Layer after layer had been shed...
I wonder if an unusual flock of white crowned...
Were there that day, that fateful day...
Fresh out
from the nest, joy...
and she was....
nothing but bitterness...
My mind wonders to far away places
but I'm still in this room...