The little anorexic wannabe,
biting her lip and sucking in her stomach...
You say I'm nothing like my brother,
but maybe we don't want to be like each other...
Would you kill if I asked you to kill,
defy the laws and religion for a simple need...
I hate being the one to always love and then lose...
It seems as though everyone I ever need...
Broken wax crayons
crumbling into dust...
I wondered what the water below might feel like,
but I always worked hard to stay above it...
My heart hurts like it's being stab,
A wound that won't heal...
Day after day i come home,
only to realize its all reality...
One look of torture, and one look of pain. I look...
They see me cry,
it's real...
The rain
crashing on my window...
Do they realize
their words cut my skin...