I wanted her to feel sobriety
once again...
i want to run
i want to hide...
No matter what I do
No matter what I try...
I've got this place-
deep within my soul...
*Note: I wrote this regarding my cousin who was...
Dear Angel, I thank you with all my heart...
I hate this facade I'm forced to wear
In reality I'm lost and in despair...
Left alone to our own devices
Left alone to defend for ourselves...
Anxiety..
Shaken...
You clawed away at my masks
Layer after layer had been shed...
I wonder if an unusual flock of white crowned...
Were there that day, that fateful day...
Day dreaming,
I'm zoning in and out...
If I cry my very last tears
Will you be there to dry them...