As I walk alone in the pouring rain
Thoughts go through my brain again...
Falling, pour, moody
I can relate to the rain...
You might be thinking why it is you
I would tell you my dear if I knew...
I accept my loss and defeat
Just need to get used to it...
I am sorry for loving you so much
I myself have never seen such...
Horrible faces haunt me as
voiceless memories float around a...
You were my hero.
You were my best friend...
Having a 'go to' individual is
Emotionally invigorating but...
Ogres of one's mind
Blacken and...
This dark cloud hanging over me,
it feels like home to me...
I'm in a place I can't explain.
A deep, hard to kick sort of pain...
I traced my veins with a kitchen knife,
trying to find the courage...