"I just wanted you to know the world is ugly."-MCR

I'm such a chicken. I have the knife here in my hands. Why can't I do it? Maybe because I know it would kill you too.

Expecting people to chaange is worthless you cant change what the mind has alresdy decided on.

Is this really what I want? I don't know any more.

No 1 can hurt me more then he did
bc all the things he said
are still running through my head
hurting unbearably 2 find out he never meant a thing
I cant change the truth
No other guy will hear me say I <3 U
Nor will I open up again
This is why!

If life was just, I'd be at my own funeral, just so I could say goodbye to family, friends and loved ones. The biggest party of my life and I won't be there to celebrate it. I feel violated and robbed. Darn you world.

Mistaken, misjudged, misunderstood is what i am</3

Why can't people relaize, that's its too late!

If I can't trust my own mom, then how can I trust anyone else.

Do you like my fake smile? Is it any diffrent than the real one? You'll never know.