How can you be okay with who you are and what you did to me?

Don't let my smile fool you;
Faking a smile comes so naturally to me, because it's just like breathing...

' i knew we wernt meant for eachother '

Please help me,
don't leave me in the cold,
don't let me tighten that rope.
please, don't let me die....

One little step, and its all over.
Tell me I matter, or push me off the edge.

I used to be so scared of losing you;
But now when I think about it,
It wouldn't really affect me...
Nothing hurts more than losing both parents.

I dont know what to say,.
down on my knees
trying to control my tears
that rushing through my face...
but there's only one thing
....i want to say

"i have loved you deeply"

~lei~

You left me widout any explanation n i still love u widout any reason :c

I AIN'T LIKE A BRAIN NO WONDER I GET HURT

I look at the stars on my cieling every night,but they don't compare to the actual beauty of the stars outside.....They shine less,but in both sets I can still spell your name out...That's when I always look away and hide from their deadly beauty.

I'm not my looks or the expressions I make,
I'm not my wide smile because that's fake.
I'm the person you don't notice and can't see,
I'm the person you once asked me not to be.