Crying, then crying even harder because you can't smile at the person who is trying there hardest to make you better.

You can act like there's nothing wrong, but you can never fool yourself that there is.

Silent tears always speak...

I loved you so much that I was ready to give my life for you and you weren't even here to talk me out of it when I decided to end it.

Dear God,
What did I ever do to you for you to put me through this?

Do you ever wonder what it would be like to wake up, with a real smile?

I don't want to be here, I want to be up there.
In the clouds. With the stars.
With no hurt, no lies.
Away from all of this.
Truth be told, I hate everything down here.

I didn't know it would be this easy. I guess I foolishly thought I was special. at least now I know, exactly how replaceable I am.

Knock, knock.
who's there?
Nobody.
Nobody will ever be there.

Leaving is easy, it's everything else that's so hard.