I have never loved, never been loved and never will be. I live a life of solitude and care for no one and nothing. I sit here alone, always alone and always will be for I am who I am and this world is not ready to accept me as I am.

It's so hard to hope for nothing wish for something you can't have but most of all it's so painful to love someone who loves somebody.

And even though I know you're gonna hurt me I'll still stay with you because I know being hurt by you is better than going a day with out you.

I was so low in self-esteem and full of depression, when a mighty tower on onto my shoulders and the world loved to kick me for it's own game, and I had fallen so far down and gotten so scrap on my way to the bottom!

I wish i had something to blame so i can stop for this agony,
something i can take my anger and sadness on

"what doesn't kill you makes you stronger"
-kelly clarkson
well what if it does kill you. what can you say to that

This is my myspace page. the link is to one of my albums. it explains how i feel right now. am scared of falling again
http://www.myspace.com/my/photos/album/1294911

I cant keep living like this.
sooner or later am just gunna run away from all of thi sso i can be free to be myself

You think you know me, but you're wrong. You don't know me at all. I don't want to die, I want to escape.

If i g0t dwm oN my knEe.. N t0ld u m urZ 4evA...W0ULD u get dwn oN ur knEes 2 n take my hanD ??