God cursed me with pain
I hope he cursed you with gult for my death

I feel like a book being past from person to person to read.

Why did I ever trust you when you never loved me? why did you pretend to love me and give it away?

Why can't you see that everything you do hurts me? Because you're too busy blaming me to even care.

I used to be love struck
Now Im just mucked up

You have to stop being both my umbrella and rain.

"You saved the life of a rich man, in return I shall give you millions"

"In return you should live for those I couldn't save. Live by honoring them"

I though somebody told you
I thought that maybee it would be ok
but i guess it just wasnt ment to be

Just kill me now so i can be out of my neverending misery

Never blame people around you. Its not their fault that they succeeded in something you failed. Better yet instead of hating them, you should work harder in what you failed in and pass.