And i still have the same hope that i started with.

There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did. There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.

Mirrors are nothing but liars...
They tell you that you're beautiful then when you go outside people say another...

I always like the reality...
its my loneliness..

These wounds are from yesterday
today, I am healing
tomorrow, I start to live

I covet for the knife of steel,
To plunge my heart and no longer feel,
But these lungs just won't stop breathing,
And so my soul lives in silent screaming.

Let everything dwell within

Don't you dare me if what is my capability hurting you cuz I could hurt you from your body through your soul...

I know..my heart is a walking path for you
but i can wait forever for you...

Been sober for two weeks, know its not that long but i thought people who cared would be so proud... what was i thinking! no one cares that i stopped drinking my life away :(