I wonder what my parents would say... If they found a suicide note today. Would they laugh at it like my running away note when I was 6???? </3

Im on the road of undecided heartbreak.

Love starts without expectation
but it ends because of expectations

"I'm scared to die, but I'm tired of living."

I am better off in heaven, but I love my life, so every time I attempt to hurt my self, a shield of love for the world stops me from proceeding.

They say to hold on to the things
You love the most close to your heart.
But if you have a firm grip all the time,
You're just setting yourself up for heartbreak
And will eventually lose them forever...

*Mine

I try my hardest to be strong...but sometimes weakness gets the best of me.

Yes, words do hurt...
But its the thoughts that kill.

& yeah words hurt.........<//3

Its getting so hard, the booze is becoming highly tempting .... one little drink wouldn't hurt would it ? or would it consume me completely?