My karma. I don’t want to be with someone I can be with but can’t be with someone I want to be with.

To live in palette of greys

In stories of suicide, I’m no sure who plans harder, the one intending to die, or the one who has to survive their loved one’s death.

Being alone isn’t so bad.
This way, only the emptiness can hurt you.

You can't laugh at me,
if I'm laughing with you.

I’ve been dead for a long time. You don’t have to kill yourself to die.

when the pains all I can keep,
all I wants to fall asleep,
and dream that I can be,
someone loved by me

Grief and sadness are part of the dualities of living, to overcome them one must first respect them.

Without fear, live life fully

Guilt is the fear of hurting your ego or that of your loved ones.