For years, this is all I've known. It's held my heart and been my home. Now I'm scared to lose myself...scared of letting go. But when you take the sick away...who am I supposed to be?

It's not that every day gets harder.... I'm just weaker today than yesterday

"Your eyes will tell a story of
Tears falling down your face
crying over him don't drop
a tear your heart can't forgive"

When you've been sad for so long, you tend to forget what a world without it is like. It becomes a part of you because it has swallowed you whole.

Will I be skinny enough as my bones turn to dust?

Depression is like being at the bottom of a well. The darkness surrounds you to the point of claustrophobia. You feel hopeless with nowhere to turn. Have faith and look up, as there is light. Look down, there is water. Look within, there is a rope.

"A broken heart it is hard
to repair when you say,
don't break someone's heart"

You can avoid the rain by finding shelter; you can avoid the cold by wrapping up warm; you can avoid the night by sleeping through it, but some struggles follow you into bed.

Healing is yours.

Here I will be crucified. In a world I was never meant for. A world who knows no truth.