Suicide is killing the one person you can actually change

When she got stuck inside the vastness between the pain and the anguish needed for her to create beautiful art, the only way she could avoid spiritual destruction was to stop singing me those heart-breakingly evanescent love songs.

Sadness
This may never fade away,
it may never go away.
I just pray it does go away
So far away for it may
never catch my soul ever again.
All I want is to feel free again, happy again.

I am trying to hold myself together but it's just not working ..

Holding in the anger
Having to bite my tounge i
Is getting old
And I'm tired of the favorites crap.

Just let me sleep away don't wake me up just don't wake me up, I am waiting for the sadness to disappear. I just want it to disappear I wish it would just disappear, just disappear now sadness !

*anger swells within my chest but then I sit down in my next class and I start to bawl* "Will you please stop hurting me?"

Falling for you was a mistake and if I had a chance to go back.... I would.

I want to sleep until the sadness fades away.

Being a teenage soldier means coming home with a broken mind, and writing your college application in blood.