My definition of despair

Loving him...

I wonder if you even read this stuff anymore... it's probably pointless...

Please keep my sister in your prayers, she lost her baby tonight..

Super dissapointed.

I'm badtrip :( sick of those things f**K stop pretending.

A couple years ago there was nothing I wanted more than this. Fast forward till now, there's nothing I want more than something else...

Not a good end to my day. Already a little off from the goodbyes, that one damn song I adore and could listen to for hours but makes me cry good and bad tears, and I am just so fed up with everything. I hate my emotions sometimes. I really freaking do.

No one cares anymore...

I cry because I'm alone ,I have no home ,and my hearts broken....

Help me...