Before bed every night, all i think is 'god i miss you'

I couldn't go thru with the first attempt... why? Because the thought of you crossed my mind and stopped me...

But yet you won't ask about me..

Scars scars and more scars

I'm addicted to the pain

Tonight is the night that I might go crazy...

Deeper deeper and deeper....more more more

I can't help it...I have to do this...it's the only way

I can't help it...I have to do this...it's the only way

Wow. Okay. Fine.