To my soul mate:
I'm tired of getting hurt by all these guys around me & when will you show up & not let them hurt me any more. By not showing up does it make you happy to see me get hurt like this?

You dont care about me....so why do i care about you??

Its always good to feel scared, to feel afraid to die, that means you still have something to lose, and that kept you alive.

I've made my mistakes, I've done what I've done. I can't take it back, there's no going back.

Today was the worst day of my life...
and so was yesterday...
and the day before...
and so on...

I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face, Not this f**king wreck that's taken its place

I just want things to go back
To the way they were before
I wanna be happy again
I don't want to hurt anymore

xxFrom my poem "Confessions"xx

There's no song that fits how I feel, and listening to them all, I say nothing, but sometimes one lyric sticks out and I scream it as loud as I can

And there's a part of me that will be in love with him for the rest of my life.....

You're the only person,
Who can make her smiles real.