Close my eyes, what do you see...
you dont understnad, it's not the real me...

Whenever someone was talking about how they want to die, I never could understand why. Now I know why, and I'm wishing I never found out.

Do you ever feel that your getting better, becoming less sad and overwhelmed and then you get dragged down by the same thing every time?

Hang me...
Shoot me...
Just kill me now...
End my everlasting suffering....
...Before I do it myself....

I wish i didn't have to loose you
i wish you didn't have to go
honey this isn't as good as rock bottom
i've discovered a whole new low

I love you mommy! To the end of the world! I just wish I could love you enough to get that darn cancer away from you, so you can live forever and ever!

If you aviod her eyes... you don't see her pain

Someone tryed to get me to talk today, I said i dont need to just look at all the cuts they tell so many stories that i cant explaine

And i whispered "i love you"
you just held me closer
i knew we were over then.

&the saddest part is::
i dont care if you hurt me
just so long as you're near me.

[x]