I wanna cut..
i wanna die..
i dont want to live..
and i dont want to cry....

This painted on smile
Is the only thing that gets me through each day

Reality's my nightmare

Shes listening to your favorite song again, but you don’t even remember hers

The easy part is hating you
The hard part is admitting i still love you

..xxand I sometimes find myself looking at your urn, tracing my fingers along your engraved name. Telling myself "He's gonna come home someday...".xx..

RIP Daddy...I know you tried....

Not a single tear from her eyes..but a million from her heart..

The way you left shoved a knife in my back. So now that you're gone can you remove the knife.

Just laugh it off, no one will notice the pain inside you

And they told me,
Someone who causes you that much pain,
Is never worth it..

And I know they're right,
But I just don't wanna believe them..