Although she experiences so
much pain, at the end of the day theres
still room to smile.

I just dont have it in me to care anymore

Why is it I can stand in a room full of people and still feel so alone???

The day you died it didnt hurt much, nor the days to follow, untill about a month later when i called the answering machine and your voice no longer said to leave a message, thats when i fell to my knees and really cried.

I am the face of a thousand tears left unshed, a thousan screams left unheard, a thousand dreams left unlived, and a singel heart left unloved.

You know, it actually makes me cry reading old conversations and remembering how happy we use to be.

It may sound silly, and I admit it's pathetic, but sometimes I listen to your favourite songs because it's the closest thing I'll ever be to you again...

It's like no matter how much I have to do, I can never be busy enough. Even if there's a minute for me to stop and think, you'll be all that fills my head, and then it just starts to hurt again.

I WANTED TO HURT YOU, AS BAD AS YOU HURT ME... BUT I COULDNT GO THAT low..

.&&i hate how he's my world..and im not even in his.