Missing Those Memories
that we never had...

(Dedicated to my grandparents, who died before i was born, i hope one day to tattoo this quote onto my arm one day)

Again...
I feel lost
worthless
unwanted
hated
and
empty...
Somehow it seems like it's a never ending spiral.

A person doesn't need to be your family,
Or your friend...
To need your help.

I guess I'll never know
How much pain you didn't show
You kept it locked up inside
You always chose to hide
Until it was too late

I miss you when I'm sad.
I miss you when I'm lonely.
But most of all, I miss you when I'm happy.

When I finally thought i found the one
I had a bad feeling thats its all done
I feel like im standing in the midle of a sad song
And I dont know what i did wrong
I just feel so helpless and weak
All i want is an explanation just speak!

Just when you think you've finally hit bottom, someone tosses you a shovel.

C r a c k s in the c o n c r e t e
are just [reminders] that you fall apart
no matter how strong you are

Put on the headphones.turn on the sad songs.raise up the volume.and cry the night away.

When I say; leave me alone, I want you to hold me.