I dwell on the past because i see no future

Look at all these ropes,
tied around me tight.
They're clenching me hard,
i can almost see the light.

The Forgotten Cry Over Who Used To Care..
..But The Rejected Cry Over Who Never Did..

You really want to know whats wrong with me read the message on my wrist

"I wear my scars proudly.
They represent the battles through which I have gone,
And I am proud because
those battles I have won."

Don't be fooled by my facade,
I've worn it now for years.
Often just below my smile,
My throat is full of tears.

Sometimes silence hurts more than words
sometimes one look can mean more than words
sometimes one touch can tell more than words
and sometimes theres no need for words

What if I said you never mattered?
That I never lost a moment of sleep..
What if I crushed your dreams..broke all the promises I swore to keep.. Tell me how your life would be If I did to you what you did to me?

Those who do not remember the past are condemed to repeat it

Pain so unbarible i can almost taste it... tears burning down my face so fast it's sending me into a fit... blood seeping from my wrist i can almost see the light ahead... the gun so heavy in my hand theres no almost about it im dead....