I wish you were here to hold me....hold me till I stop shaking......hold me till this world fades away....and dreams come to fill my mind

Pain pain go away
let me smile for just one day
if that day i never see
let my blood run cold and free

I phoned you last night and hung up after you answered because i just wanted to hear your voice one more time before i died.

Leave me bleeding here
See death is not my worst fear
For living is pain

Dear lord,
Please take my life soon,
Living in hell is killing me.

People say "Never give up on the things that truely make you smile"....but what are you supposed to do when the one true thing that made you smile, has given up on you?

I havEn'T beEn hapPy fOr a wHile cUz yOur tHe onLy oNe wHo caN maKe mE sMilE

Fuk grades
fuk lying
fuk friends
fuk crying

fuk dreams
fuk trust
fuk love
fuk lust

fuk living
why even try
they say it gets better
what a fuking lie

If you look inside a girl's heart
You'd see how much she really cries
You'll find hidden secrets, best friends, and lies;But what you'll see the most
Is how hard it is to stay strong
When nothing's right, and everything is wrong

Don't tell me that you feel my pain, because you don't even know that you're why I feel it.