Death must be so easy, cause life is so hard

Dear Dad,
you always told me never to cry over a boy no matter what. i knew it was bound to happen, but i never thought the first boy id ever cry over would be you

To live life happy all the time would be a lie, but to lie about being happy is life itself

A locked door,
a rusty razor,
a towel stained with red.
A folded note,
a broken mirror,
and young girl lays there dead.
Their emotions tangle,
the room begins to swirl.
She was Mommy's perfect angel
and Daddy's little girl.

I've gotten so good at hiding my emotions not even I know what I feel anymore.

Looking at the stars.
Wishing you were here.
Looking at my scars.
Wishing you'd dissappear.

My tears are silent,
My screams are faint,
My mouth is hurting,
From the smile i fake.

I HaTe WaKiNg Up...
EvEn FrOm NiGhTmArEs...
CaUsE DrEaMiNg Is As gOoD aS iT gEtS

~beautifully broken

If time is the only best heal
Then why for so many years, pain is only i could feel

Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of people than to cry alone