I mourn the girl I once was and I despise the woman I have become.

Lesson # 1; we are all more alike than we are different, and thats something everyone needs to realize

You seem so far away and I don't mean distance. I'm in the now and my mind keeps trying to force you into the past.

Oh How I Wish To Be With You Forever , & Oh How U Wish To Be With Me For A Moment......

I can hear it, it's breaking from the second time...

I'm hurt like hell, all i'm thinking about is death...

"why i have this feeling that you don't want to let me go or it's just me who's still holding on?"

I'm so speechless, right when i was getting happy i was pushed back like always.

I feel ugly. I look ugly. I am ugly. My esteem's just keep going downhill and I'm forcing myself to feel alright, to look alright, TO BE ALRIGHT for the sake of everyone else!

I guess people just don't see how hard it is for me, to pretend nothing ever happen when there's a million diseased thoughts in my head, trying to force themselves out of my mouth that refused to open up and speak.