They say its not the fall that kills you...
its the sudden stop
and the saddest thing is,i really cant wait
to.hit.the.ground
x

The rope burns have faded
The bruises have healed
It's amazing what a simple smile
These days can conceal

- from my poem 'Never Be the Same'

I'll carve his name into my wrist, fall deeper into my continued sins. It's the only thing that won't let me forget the day he made my life begin.

He threw her dreams right back in her face, and the pretty little smile finally faded from its place. Tears started leaking from her eyes, she couldn't believe that this was goodbye.

She has lost all feeling,
lost all hope for you and her.
she's learning to make it without you,
learning to need anyone but you,
and learning how loving you shouldn't have hurt as bad as it did.

"I Use To Dream, I Use To Believe. I Tried So Hard To Suceed. But Now, Everything's Changed. Everything In My Life Has Turned A Dark Shade Of Grey,"

I wish you werent so good to me, then i wouldnt be here waiting for you to come home..

Finally he wants me back but like i told him...he's already too late

Black tears flow,
Inside of me and there's nothing else; just sadness.
I can't even put into words,
My whole body is releasing pain,
And I can't face it all on my own.

Why do i deny the things that burn inside,
down deep im barely breathing
and you just see a smile