Why am I the one who always get broken?

Im never safe, not even in my own skin.

It's a lie to say you've let go of the past, nobody let go of memories.. cause really, there's no such thing as forgetting only acceptance...

Her hardest problem is letting go of all the lies that she once believed, and still wishes had been true.

I wish i knew that by good night you really meant goodbye.

A mask to wear to hide behind, never show a chink, smile nicely to hide the anger, laugh cheerfully to hide the pain.

& while you're laying in bed next to her, telling her everything you told me the night before, I hope she says something and breaks your heart, cause I think it's time someone shows you how much it hurts.

What do you see?

Do you see her tears hidden behind her big brown eyes
Do you see her scars hidden well underneath her clothes
Do you see her pain trembling inside her broken body

Do you see anything?

And I'll take all the tears we've cried for you,
And sprinkle the world with it's dew;
Because only then will it sparkle like it used to do.

You weren't supposed to die,
I used to think you'd be here forever
to this whole family you were the glue,
you're the one that kept us all together !! x

R.I.P NANNA