No dad you were the one that hurt us and walked out of are life, you cant fix the past , stop your lieing,far from a father, i cant help it my sister wont forgive you, i still cant i block you my pain

Im loosing hope, i wish someday i would have someone thats want me and will be there always

I thought he was looking at me, smiling at me, waving at me but then he walked rght past me and i relized he didn't even see me

It's almost as if you enjoy watching me go through pain.

My wildest nightmares
did not hurt as much
as what you made reality

Falling apart,
Please help me, dont let me down.
I need you now; I need you!
Hold my hand, understand.
Is this what you wanted?
Is this what you wished?
For me to fall so hard like this..

I can still remember our best of times;
When I was yours and you were mine.
My heart is broke that once was stone.
For now you're hers and I'm alone.

Sometimes I laugh like Im high,
Cry waterfalls of tears,
And scream at no one.
I cant help or explain what its like,
to be bi-polar

The butterflies in my stomach have wings like razorblades

Life is hard afterall, Live spelled backwards is *EVIL*