I know in the end it will all be ok, but right now i just want to end my life.

Falling off a cliff
doesn't seem so horrible anymore.
Crashing into a speeding truck
doesn't sound like a bad idea either.
Staying here does.

You can see through that smile,
That she's isn't doing okay.

And you can see in her eyes,
She's isn't going to make it much longer.

Sometimes the people you fall hardest for,
Aren't ready to catch you.

And I figured that out,
When I fell in love with you.

They say "It will get better soon" but I'm not sure if my sanity will stay until "soon"...

I lie awake thinking that one day it'll be alright
I hope that i can make it
To the end of this fight

I knew the whole time,
That I meant nothing to u.

But I made an illusion in my mind,
That I lived by.

I made the illusion that u needed me like I needed you,
When the truth is u never did.

The truth is I need u,
More than u ever needed me.

Life is full of surprises, you never know what may happen next and maybe next time something happens unexpectedly like death.

Most days i can fool people by wearing a fake smile
but some days i don't have the strength to fake it and no one seems to notice

I just want what i cant have
but when i can have him i don't want him