I try and try my best, but it just doesn't seem good enough.

When will you learn that I got feelings too? You'll never know until it happens to you.

"You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing .. then you turned around and a tear came down and I whispered to myself, 'Everything is...'"

& with tears in my eyes
I still wish you the best.
With tears down my cheeks
I hope you are okay.
But with a pain in my chest
I wish for you back.
But everyone knows that's not gunna happen...

Even in my dreams....
you never love me....

Here I am, trying to make a fool out of myself, pretending I like someone new and showing everyone I don't care about you. But if you only know what I’m going through, this heart will always belong to you.

I used to think of you as someone who would never hurt me.

And after it's all said and done,
Well look back and laugh at the promises,
Because deep down we knew they would never be kept.

"I walk with only one eye open, because a part of me will always be in the dark."

So I'll laugh away the pain, and dry the tears from my eyes - knowing i'll never be good enough no matter how hard I try.