God, I think I'm going crazy
Maybe it's better than staying sane
But please don't ask me why
If there's a bullet in my brain

-thinking of making it into a poem-

I miss your voice and your
smile,
The days we seemed to talk
all night.
it seems like yesterday
That you were here,
Now you're gone and
Nothing feels right.

...whats done is done...whats said is said...I see you as part of my past...but I no longer see you in my future...just a faded memory...time to move on...

Can you see all the lies
Hidden deep within my eyes
Cut my tears, set me free
Soon I will no longer be me

-thinking about turning it into a poem-

I wish there are a restart button on life.... I could change everything.

And when the time comes, and you will look back, ill hope you see, i would have been your E V E R Y T H I N G Like you were T O
M E.

What if by yes I meant no?
What if by stay I meant go?
What if I don't live to please you?
What if for me it isn't that easy?

She cuts,
But no longer feels.
She cries,
But sees no tears.
She hopes,
But disappiontment fills her heart.
She loves,
But only hurts.

Right now, i feel if i were to end it, the world wouldn't stop in the slightest.

I dont want to wake up