I love you still with every piece of my broken heart. But now i will use them to cut my wrists.

Depression is not a sign of weakness. It is a sign that you have been strong for too long.

I fear going to bed at night because every time I wake up, things seem to get worse.

"Everything's going to be fine...I can't stand people giving false hope without trying to understand the situation."

But you are still the tears on my pillow
And will always be the cuts on my arm, that I try to hide

Lonely
xXx

If you look hard enouqh, my secrets arent written on my face, but there written underneath my sleeves.

I cut my wrists, hoping maybe someone will see them...
I fake a smile, wishing someone would tell me I know you fake it.
I even starve waiting for someone to ask why are you not hungry?
I wish someone would just ask!

It's easy to tell me to just be happy.. when your the one who isn't dying inside looking for reasons to be happy.

You will never know this pain, because this pain only comes from the absence of you.

Tonight i feel like drinking myself to sleep, ive pushed you away, and once again im depressed, what to do with this stupid life of mine. will you ever come back to me? ill wait for your call. .. .