One of the worst parts about losing you wasn't the fact that I wasn't good enough. It was that she was...

You know you're a complete failour when you fail at commiting suicide.

I'm not really depressed, nor am i sad. I just want something so bad that it's killing me from the inside; out.
& I don't know what it is..

Oh, I'm sorry. I FORGOT I only exist to you when you need something.

I don't know what's wrong and i don't know how to explain it...i do know crying helps me get through whatever the hell is wrong with me

They say, if it makes you happy, it cant be that bad. maybe they mean on the outside. because what she thinks makes her happy, is tearing her apart on the inside.

"giving up on you doesn't mean my cowardliness, i am just facing my greatest fear.. the fear of losing you.."

Working my ass off like there's no tomorrow and staying late nights so I don't get visited by you in my nightmares... those are my only escapes.

The more I tire myself out, the less I think of you.

I don't know how long more I can take; this emotional and mental fight between my head and my heart.

My fate is sealed.
I am to die...

(from ''Fate is sealed'' take a look?)