Family and Friends.
Both I have.
They don't have Me.
They have the Me who is not
the real Me.

(from ''She isn't me'' take a look?)

I would turn back time,
or give up everything I ever hoped for;
Just to have you here again...
I'd stomp on my favorite dream,
or even sell my soul,
simply to hear you speak to me..

Wish i could hate you
wish i could regret you
wish that you would love me to
but this time baby im not gonna fall through
im not gonna cry
not gonna waste another tear
just gonna live my life
without fear.

S(he) be(lie)ve(d)

Sometimes when I say that I'm ok I just want someone to actually see me enough to look in my eyes and tell me "I know you're not"

Tears have come and tears have gone. My emotional torment still lives on. The scars right here upon my wrist, are what have helped me get through this.

How am i suppose to say goodbye to someone that i never had. why do i cry for someone who's not mine. why do i miss that someone who i was never with. and why do i love someone who never love me

I am....

B-broken
E-ending my life
A-apart from you
U-underestimated
T-tearing away
I-in depression
F-full of hate
U-unhappy
L-loved my none.

I'm sick of hating myself but i don't know how to stop
I've been doing it for so long that it's as easy as breathing now

Promises are nothing but lies that sound good.