I knew I shouldn’t have told you
This is all going wrong
Get the hell out of my hurt
It’s not where you belong
This shouldn’t be happening
Let me set the record straight
I am not your concern
You will not suffer from my pain

I wish i could see the furture, so i can see if life is worth living or if i should just die instead of wasting me time waiting

If you ever leave me -
Leave me in the rain so I don't have to cry alone.

I am a slave
to a shiny piece of plastic
I've spent five years
trying to break the habit.

You can hold me
You can’t hold me together
You can kiss me
But that doesn’t make it all better

I miss the way you hugged me
The way you smelled my neck
The way you'd stroke my hair
As I lay there and slept
I miss the way you missed me
I miss how I felt like I was flying
I miss what you did for me baby
And I hope you know Im lying.

I want to paint a picture
The most beautiful thing you've seen
The sky would be clear
This picture would be clean

I would paint it of butterflies
Of purple skies
Of black horses
And the most beautiful lies

Why Do I Feel So Alone, When I'm Surrounded By People?

She cant tell u how she feels,
Because when she does u make her feel like shit.

She cant tell u shes been head over heels for u all along,
Because she knows thats not how u feel.

She runs away,
Because she knows u arent who u said u were.

Why cant you be that man
The one i've always dreamed of
Why can't I be that girl
The one you'll always love
And why do you capture my heart
My essence, my being, my soul
Why do you love her
When its my heart you stole