Its getting harder to survive by myself

Its been 2 years and I love you, but not for who you are but for who you used to be

I apologize and hang my head
To a series of insults that were never said,
By an imaginary girl who I most fear
The girl that lies inside my mirror.

You'll cry when you know your not the only thing on his mind!

I cried in front of him and said how much i loved him. he looked at me and said 'stop being a girl'

I just want someone to hold me when I cry,
look me in the eyes,
then make me laugh as I sob.

I never have things to run to, only things to run from.

My care free days just faded away </3

Dear heart.
Why wont you stop beating.?
With every movment I die a little more.
So why dont you just stop all together?

My love forever gone.
Your always broken.
Brianne. </3

I never wanted to hurt you but i wanted you to feel every inch of pain you left me with