The endless ticking of my watch,
Every tick is like an hour passing...
O LORD God Almighty,
how shall a man serve You...
Your icy windowpane.
Ones that shatter...
I.listen to my great neice crying and screaming...
Two months old and inconsolable...
I fell into a spiral today.
No one even noticed me fall...
There’s a fire at the door
And there’s decay in the streets...
I swear I'm cursed
I say this every day...
Smile, Smile, Smile
Everyone is watching...
They called it redeployment,
as if a word could soften loss...
I don’t call myself an addict.
That name doesn’t fit the person I’ve become...
Before “before” existed
when even nothing hadn’t happened yet...
1.
Once again...