I wish i had wings,
so i could fly in the sky...
These silly little suicidal tendicies
keep running through my head...
Blade slides deeper
Blood makes the show...
Niagara falls
were the love calls...
I hate you.
Do you not understand...
Haunted, By nothing.
But It's real, It's real. All hope is gone...
There you are! you know that you cant hide!
You tried to throw me away, and you buried me...
Black eyes watch in darkness
Bloodly skinned-off fingers grow into fists...
The pain grows deep,
as my thoughts grow week...
January was cold and lonely month of deceit and...
February the month of love, turned into the month...
I don't have a lot to do nowadays, which is again...
Very few have the privilege of dying a slow, but...
I lie here, trying to ignore the noises i hear...
of my pillow around my ears, the noises tormenting...