I want out of this life
To no longer feel pain...
I smile at you from the soul, you are my friend...
You smile out of uneasiness. Your way of hiding...
We never talked it through
There was nothing much to say...
My heart started beating....lump in my throat....
Trying not to cry.....feeling like i want to die...
I know our friendship has ended
but even though our envy is growing stronger...
I`ve felt so alone
i wish you knew how much i miss you...
Eagerly searching for something
Coming up with nearly nothing...
I try so hard to talk to you, but I just can't get...
to Jordyn...
Do you remember the first day we met? I sure do...
to Jordyn...
Things change, but mostly for the better. That...
to Jordyn, hopefully another friend i will have...
After all the times I stood by you,
you didn't stand by me when I needed you...
I've been looking for somebody,
To stop this pain inside...