I'm so sorry
I did something I shouldn't have...
Lay waste to the earth,
the icy remains of what once grew out of love...
Inject me with your venomous hatred,
let it run throughout my veins...
I see it there looking at me.
The crimson of the blade...
Hate is a Very Strong Word,
It's what my mum always told me...
Laughing, joking, playing, working, crying...
Friends...
If I give you my two cents
Why hand it back in disgust...
YOU HAVE HURT ME iN EVERY WAY POSSiBLE.
i NEVER THOUGHT THE FATHER i LOVED COULD DO THAT...
Why bother ?
Why waste your precious time...
My feelings are tormented and leave me bewildered,
but you can't abruptly abandon what you believe...
I'd never though I'd have to say
that I don't like you...
I wanna trust you on this,
I wanna believe you...