I want to kill myself,
Maybe today, maybe tomorrow...
So much to do,
Not enough time...
Death is all i feel
i got to go...
She cried her heart out every night
Always prayed, for her life to turn out right...
I hate my life,
I hate this world...
Tonight’s the night,
Were I make my final choice...
You can't see the pain I feel
You can't see it but it's for real...
Blood is dripping,
From my wrists...
She awaits in her room, frightened and scared
She knows what is coming, her skin to be bared...
A knife, a gun, a rope I suppose, all these will...
Deciding which part, I should first sacrifice...
Tonight will be the first,
The first time I use a knife...
I hate this life,
I hate this shit...