I watch her as she flips her hair
Turning around while the boys all stare...
Standing on the edge of life, watching my life...
thoughts revealing the final truth, no more reason...
I know what they think, when they look at me,
A girl unrecoverable, that needs to be free...
My soul cries and try’s to escape from me,
Each night I am lying in the dark, waiting for it...
Take a walk,
Though my mind...
I lied in my bed, each night and cried,
In the dark hallway...
I'm so tired of being here.
i want to leave this place...
Take me into your world,
The world of the non-living...
I cry these silent tears,
Wishing and wanting everything to be ok...
Sitting there holding her
As tears fill his eyes...
She told me on that Thursday night...
Trying not to cry, that took all my might...
I want to kill myself,
Maybe today, maybe tomorrow...