WHY???
i ask myself why...
I slide my blade across my skin
As slowly I start to grin...
Can I die now god?
please? can I die...
All I ever wanted was the best for you
and for you to be happy...
Her mother's death was too much
Now he takes out his pain with every touch...
You sat with me through it all my love, my loving...
in the end could not beat my cancer...
I can feel the pain inside her,
the guilt thats kept within...
As the blood drains from my veins,
my tears wash all my pains away...
Lying on the bathroom floor
blood all over my wrist...
Suicide runs through my mind.
The blade cuts my veins...
I'm sorry, I'm sorry i scream
but no one can hear me...
Bringing me down. i cant get up..
lonely thoughts end in cuts...