My Biggest Fear,
happened about five years ago...
Desire stirs on the horizon
Rising like a black sun...
My moms funeral,
a beautiful memory of her life...
Oh, how I am missing you,
You're beautiful brown hair and eyes...
Swimming into the
gray of days end...
Ryan my sweet your great uncle took your life
A broken bottle to you throat...
What the .... is going on?
in the space of a year...
In my sleep
I sometimes weep...
Not strong.
We are, not strong...
Nobody cares
I'm all alone...
Everyone's wish if were to be granted,
would be,death be no more...
I see your smile
And I dont feel pleased...